having insomnia yesterday...1st ever in this house..
kept thinking of what he said to me..plus my coursemates advices..
really have no idea on what to do..
but what i can say from his words is..
'how come there is such stupid guy who doesn't know any tricks to deal with a girl?'
unfortunately, i really know one from this rare guy type in my life..
the 1st question he asked in the phone was to know whether we can meet up if he comes to KL..
this is still ok..
then the next he asked whether he can date with me on 14/2..
omg...i don't even really know about this guy but he asked for date on valentine's day?
this question is really hard since the day itself means a lot to everyone...
i know that i had given him bullshit excuse not to go out that day..and i think i was disappointing him by that reason..
i don't know whether i was right about the decision but i am pretty sure that our friendship will be totally different from now if his invitation was accepted..
besides, i don't even tell him my thoughts and all the worries about our relationship cos i am quite satisfied with the condition recently...chat without boundary..exchange experiences..
perhaps i was scared of losing this best ever virtual friend..
this may sounds stupid to my coursemates as they think i scare nothing but i really don't have the courage to step forward for the advanced relationship..
