Is a female easily get mad when her period is around?
I dunno wat is the correct answer but my sis proved it..
However, i really dun like her nite routine..
i suppose dat every1 working d whole day time would like to relax themselves at nite.. watching, listening, on9-ing, etc......
i m here not to say my sis is excluded from this ppl..i think she is sum sort of too relax juz like she dun hav thesis to deal wif..
i dun understand y she has special habits that hav to watch sum drama b4 sleep..
she even gets into her dream b4 d episode ended.
cant she get a normal sleep without those pre-sleep steps?
i really dun understand y she got into madness whn i dun let her watch..
besides watching, she could do many things else - reading, facial, self massaging...
i think she is really being poisoned by those dramas... how cum she cannot practise good living style? mayb she needs sum1 to train her but that person wouldnt b me...
Monday, August 9, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
难题
昨天晚上，正确来说是临睡前， 檀熙给了个难题。其实，心里都明白很难有两全其美的方法。但是，很难说出口，我觉得我去Penang做工是件很难实践的事情。肯定地说，我爸爸是不想我一个人在异乡，至少在KL我还有姐姐互相照顾，及哥哥相助。虽然没有问，但知道爸爸会有一万个不愿意给我自个到Penang的，况且我也不知要从何问起。
另一方面，我觉得檀熙能够当lecturer会有很好的前途和钱途，但不好的是地点在Perlis。若Penang，他有很多的工作机会，但salary肯定会比lecturer少。我觉得他比较向钱看，为未来着想的。我真的不想我的任何一个任性决定而破坏他的梦想未来。可能是他家境贫穷，他很想赚很多很多钱，成为有钱人，而我比较想要稳定又简单的未来。我很想回Kemaman, 但却很难跟他说。再怎样说，他的家人都在Kampar。要他离家那么远，我真的不想要求。KL是另一个选择，但我觉得他很不喜欢KL生活。所以，我也不要求他到KL 工作；薪水可能抵不过消费。当他问起我时，我真的很难决定他的方向。然而，我会选择他当lecturer，因为能当上已是件很难的事，所以应要好好把握时机。可是，很矛盾的，我却希望他能到KL来，但又不知这里有什么工作适合他的Mechatronic field。
另一方面，我觉得檀熙能够当lecturer会有很好的前途和钱途，但不好的是地点在Perlis。若Penang，他有很多的工作机会，但salary肯定会比lecturer少。我觉得他比较向钱看，为未来着想的。我真的不想我的任何一个任性决定而破坏他的梦想未来。可能是他家境贫穷，他很想赚很多很多钱，成为有钱人，而我比较想要稳定又简单的未来。我很想回Kemaman, 但却很难跟他说。再怎样说，他的家人都在Kampar。要他离家那么远，我真的不想要求。KL是另一个选择，但我觉得他很不喜欢KL生活。所以，我也不要求他到KL 工作；薪水可能抵不过消费。当他问起我时，我真的很难决定他的方向。然而，我会选择他当lecturer，因为能当上已是件很难的事，所以应要好好把握时机。可是，很矛盾的，我却希望他能到KL来，但又不知这里有什么工作适合他的Mechatronic field。
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Lost Moment
Yesterday was once terrible nite for me..
My father was scared me wif his hands numbness n stiffness..
At first, he didnt show any serious symptoms..
He complaint of dizziness n body 麻痹 from the afternoon..Thus, he rested on the lazy chair thinking that little rest would help..
However, the dizziness never faded and bcame worsen..
After the dinner, i drove him to c our family doc (Dr. Doshi) but unfortunately, he was out..
My father wanna go bc home since the clinic hasn't opened but d house keys were not wif us..
While waiting for my mother to cum bc, my father suddenly getting worse..
He was very emotional n his hands were very stiff due to 麻痹(or 抽筋?)..
I rushed him to the clinic nearby..Dat time i was very worried and dunno wat to do..plus there were only my father n I on the car..i almost wanna cry out..
The doc refused to c him due to praying at first but thn, he managed to come out to our car to c my father..The doc asked us to go to hospital as he cannot determine watz wrong wif my father due to lack of equipments..
Thn, my father asked me to get my mother to bring him to the Doshi's house..
Whn i reached home, i was cried..I was very useless dat time..
I chose to cried at home but not follow my parents..i was escaped from problem n bcum so irresponsible..
I nvr feel so lost in my life n this is 1st time i was like dis..
I dunno wat happened to my father n was thinking of many possibilities of illness happened to him..
I felt that I m still immatured to face the problems in life..Crying is not a solution but an escape..
And yes, i was cried for almost 1 hour to get myself to calm down..(Feeling that i m very 小女人which is very helpless whn facing problems)
At dat time, i wish there is sum1 beside me to guide me to get along wif my father's problem..
and of course, my wishes didnt realise in real world..
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Today, my father is getting better but still, the problem hasnt gone..
My cousin brought my father n I to c the doc in awana kijal which is claimed to b excellent doc by my cousin..
Fortunately, there was no ppl during that time..
Without waiting, three of us went into the doc's room..
According to the doc, my father dizziness was caused by the ear's infection..
thn, he also answered my unsolved question..(I was scared my father was suffering from stroke but the doc said all the symtoms that my father suffered werent directed to stroke)
I felt relieved that time but still worried..
Realising the golden age that my father has, I begin to reconsider my job location..
act, i wish to base in kmn so that my home wont hav only 2 old ppl all the time..
However, there was no job suitable for me n my arrogant in kmn..
Wat i think is that, i dun wan to involve myself in education, sales as well as those need to talk so much cos my communication skill was very poor n i dun like to face wif certain categories of ppl..
However, other profesional fields werent my expertise..
Thus, i was in dilemma for my future..Down in fact..
My father was scared me wif his hands numbness n stiffness..
At first, he didnt show any serious symptoms..
He complaint of dizziness n body 麻痹 from the afternoon..Thus, he rested on the lazy chair thinking that little rest would help..
However, the dizziness never faded and bcame worsen..
After the dinner, i drove him to c our family doc (Dr. Doshi) but unfortunately, he was out..
My father wanna go bc home since the clinic hasn't opened but d house keys were not wif us..
While waiting for my mother to cum bc, my father suddenly getting worse..
He was very emotional n his hands were very stiff due to 麻痹(or 抽筋?)..
I rushed him to the clinic nearby..Dat time i was very worried and dunno wat to do..plus there were only my father n I on the car..i almost wanna cry out..
The doc refused to c him due to praying at first but thn, he managed to come out to our car to c my father..The doc asked us to go to hospital as he cannot determine watz wrong wif my father due to lack of equipments..
Thn, my father asked me to get my mother to bring him to the Doshi's house..
Whn i reached home, i was cried..I was very useless dat time..
I chose to cried at home but not follow my parents..i was escaped from problem n bcum so irresponsible..
I nvr feel so lost in my life n this is 1st time i was like dis..
I dunno wat happened to my father n was thinking of many possibilities of illness happened to him..
I felt that I m still immatured to face the problems in life..Crying is not a solution but an escape..
And yes, i was cried for almost 1 hour to get myself to calm down..(Feeling that i m very 小女人which is very helpless whn facing problems)
At dat time, i wish there is sum1 beside me to guide me to get along wif my father's problem..
and of course, my wishes didnt realise in real world..
----------------------------------------------------------
Today, my father is getting better but still, the problem hasnt gone..
My cousin brought my father n I to c the doc in awana kijal which is claimed to b excellent doc by my cousin..
Fortunately, there was no ppl during that time..
Without waiting, three of us went into the doc's room..
According to the doc, my father dizziness was caused by the ear's infection..
thn, he also answered my unsolved question..(I was scared my father was suffering from stroke but the doc said all the symtoms that my father suffered werent directed to stroke)
I felt relieved that time but still worried..
Realising the golden age that my father has, I begin to reconsider my job location..
act, i wish to base in kmn so that my home wont hav only 2 old ppl all the time..
However, there was no job suitable for me n my arrogant in kmn..
Wat i think is that, i dun wan to involve myself in education, sales as well as those need to talk so much cos my communication skill was very poor n i dun like to face wif certain categories of ppl..
However, other profesional fields werent my expertise..
Thus, i was in dilemma for my future..Down in fact..
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