在不在乎爱与不爱？

在乎不在乎

很多时候，我们会去关注别人的眼神，
别人的表情，别人的哪怕是极细小的动作，
甚至去反复地品味，并且极度渴望去品味之中能最多的获得自己需要的信息
哪怕是给自己的一点点启示或暗示。
甚至有时会在反复的品味中不断的加深自己的印象，
去更加进一步肯定自我的判断
比如说：
今天自己的衣服换了，别人会怎么看呢？
别人会否觉得衣服漂亮？会否觉得衣服得体呢？
我们每个人似乎都在想去极力的想得到别人的的认可，
今天领导颜色不对，是否自己做错了什么呢？
是否领导不再欣赏自己？昨天的那一件糗事会否让人一永远都瞧不起自己呢？

为什么一个会在乎谋些人的不在乎？
是什么化学反应会产生这样的效果？
这些不在乎的东西既然会让人感到不愉快


爱与不爱
“有多少爱可以重来，有多少人愿意等待，当懂得珍惜以后回来切不知道那份爱会不会还在”
每当耳旁响起那熟悉的旋律时，心里总是感慨万千，“迪克牛仔”用他那嘶哑的嗓音把这首沧桑的歌演译的淋漓尽至。
爱情，是我们一生都不可避免的事情或许说是我们一生追求的事情...
每个人都会有自己的爱情经历不管结局怎样过程都是令人难以忘怀。
每段爱情都是因为双方有好感而开始的开始是普通朋友，有时间打个电话发个短信
后来，对对方慢慢的了解加深就演变成了情侣在爱情高温觉的都完美无缺
爱与不爱
就是点点滴滴的  琐琐碎碎，处理不好  爱也不爱，调理有方  不爱成爱

stupid housemate..

y do i hav such a secret spreading housemate??
i dun even noe y he still wanna talk bout my thing since i had warned him?
i do care bout it cos all d so called 'happy' things havent happened to me..
itz a matter of time i m very strict to..
act i dun care if he says it out start frm next week cos i will noe wat i wan aft dis weekend..
yeah..i still hav doubt bout my relationship till now since i nvr met d guy b4..
i dunno wat will happen tmr..mayb itz juz a start or d end?
datz y i juz let few ppl noe bout my status..
but thn today, my super duple stupid housemate exposed the secret v kept for 1 month..
i really had nothing to say..
juz hope everything will b fine..

saying~

aft 1 week as promise, finally, he sang to me yesterday..with his bad vocal..haha..
but he still managed to sing d whole song..
n i, too, could control myself not to laugh till d last tone..haha^^
but yesterday was d longest call v ever had..
even my roomie oso in shock (me too ><)..haha (almost 3 hours for dat)
n i ady forgot what had been talked about yesterday nite..
v will hav our 1st meet next weekend..but i would rather scare thn being excited...
cos i dun even noe he is d right person for me?
n these few days i thought of d decision last time..
m i very rush in accepting him?
i dun even very know d person in real..
v r juz knowing each other virtually..through msn n phone call..
i think chatting with him ady be my daily practice..even though our starting of conversation is d same everyday, still, we can chat till very late.. n i will feel d day is weird without his message..
thus, last weekend whn he went to thailand prove dis..
even though itz juz 2 days without any info frm him, i still felt very strange those days..
i think he is very bad to make me waiting for his message everyday since v noe each other..
itz all his fault;(

Am i juz like stated?

juz tried to take dis personality test frm dis website: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
n i got dis analysis:
Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

p/s: i think sum r true n sum may not wrong cos even i oso cant really understand myself.

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