不体贴的我

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今天伤了一个人的心。（more precisely is yesterday...)
还令他落了男人之泪...
觉得我这个女友真不体贴，昨天竟然察觉不到他的不妥。
刚才msn 时，就觉得有点weird...even his reaction oso unusual..
i juz realised that he was really keeping sumthin frm me when called him..
he was upsetting aft reading dis blog..(he really got into dis blog frm my clue n i wish i didnt giv d clue)..
he does care bout how i think bout him..n all d cons i stated in d blog..
act i dun really care so much cos i think he can change as long as he has d determination n initiatives..
foremostly, i hope he 1st change his over-thinking behavior..
dis is not d 1st time he thought too much..
for me is nothing...but whn d same case to him, he will think d worse side...
d worst is..he didnt even tell me dat he had read my blog....
n thinkin all d negative sides without my concern..
fortunately, he said he felt relieved aft chattin wif me n i hope itz true..

i think if i was not called n asked him, i wont even noe his real reason for sadness..
he juz thinks bout his bad side but not d good 1:
he noes sumthin dat i dunno...n sumhow i dont need to pretend to noe everything in front of him..
he treats me very well..(d most important 1 which can make him scores^^)

summore i think i hav many bad behaviors dat need time for him to discover..
who noes later i m d 1 in sadness + 'gloomy'..